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Pamela's avatar

I’m sitting at the edge of my seat! Although I think I know what is coming. And at the worst possible time 🤦‍♀️

I feel like that ton of bricks is ready to fall......great writing Sean! Rotten emotion

Pamela's avatar

How dare he!

Crash Test Rooster's avatar

Thank You Pamela! I’m going to try and post the rest of the story a lot more quickly. Something happened last night that if it is what it looks like then it isn’t unexpected. And it may not even be what it seems to be. But joys of PTSD I’ve gotten my panties in a bunch all the same, so I’m gonna try and expedite the process.

Tom McQuaid's avatar

I have been following your story. Good job getting it out on Substack. I haven't been making any comments because I know there is more to be said. I hope you and yours are doing well.. And I hope you keep grinding away.. P.S. David Tepper is an ass..

Crash Test Rooster's avatar

Thanks Bud! I’m not crazy about my writing style. There are WAAAAAY to many “I remember” and “I believe.” I’m being very careful about facts and events by confirming things with people who were around during that time. Anything that had been just me I’ve spoken to people who I’d relayed those events at the time they happened. But I’m going overboard in avoiding anything that could be construed as defamatory. I wish I better understood that part of this kind of writing.

Charlotte Pendragon's avatar

OMG, that is just sick behavior. I’m so sorry for the politician Jim Jordan who shred his name. I never curse, but right now …. &$&@$’!@&@@??!?? 🤬 I checked him out on LinkedIn. He sure is pompous in my opinion.

I'm sorry for you and your family. I hope this is all past you now. Has your memory improved? Bless your heart. Sending you love and much empathy. 🙏💫💞✨

Crash Test Rooster's avatar

❤️ Thank You Charlotte ❤️

I’m a mess neurologically. It is what it is. There are things I can do that are therapeutic. (This being one example because spiritual wellbeing and mental wellbeing are pretty tightly connected.) But the damage is permanent, unfortunately. There are things we can do to slow it down. So I’m focusing on that. This is part of that.

I just hope it matters. I don’t want it to be a bitch-fest. That’s not my intention at all. I’d like to bring attention to the fact that this kind of thing happens every day to a whole lot of people. It’s wrong. (Duh.) It shouldn’t be a sociopath’s world but that’s what the adult world has become. I believe these people pose a real threat and shouldn’t be around college sports and young adults.